To a friend who moved to another world and whom I am missing a lot

To a friend who moved to another world and whom I am missing a lot:

I know you can’t read this, I know you can’t see how much I am missing you. I never imagined even in my worst nightmares that one day you will be gone and that too so far where I even can’t talk to you. I always took you for granted, always thought that our friendship will continue to flourish forever and ever. But I never thought this even for a moment that someday you will move away from my world without saying anything and will leave everything behind you.
I don’t know when we had our first word, I don’t know when we started to talk to each other, I don’t know when we first became friends, but what I know is that you always trusted me, you always supported me in everything. You were always there when ever I was in trouble; you were always there when I was alone, you were always there when nobody else was there to give me a hand. How can I forget the time when I was sitting tired up of all the mess, with my head in my hands to find out a way to from all that I was facing and suddenly I felt another hand scrolling my hairs and saying to me that be patient and everything will be fine. That was the time when I realized that someone is there to stand for me.
You were the first who trusted me and put your faith in me. You always followed blindly whatever I said. i will always regret that I was never able to tell you what was your importance to me, what it felt whenever you were with me. Before this I never realized how important you were for me, how special you were.
I’ll always regret those days when I we had that quarrel and I ignored you during all those days. i won’t forgive myself for giving you those moments which you never deserved.
Its really hard to find a friend like you. I know to meet with you again I’ll have to wait for the next life.

The Real Countdown to the end of the world - 21st December 2012